Dear Alice,
I have been going out with my boyfriend for
nearly four years and we are both approaching the engagement
decision. We get along great and never lose the ability
to have fun and laugh together. The only problem is that
while he wants to engage in intimate activities often
(we are still both virgins), I am not that interested.
I love him, but I still don't get physically turned on
with him as I do while fantasizing about other guys. Is
it wrong to marry someone whom you don't feel a total
"romance novel" passion for?
-In love, but not in lust
Dear In love, but not in lust,
First of all, it sounds as if you and your partner are in a healthy
relationship... you get along great and have a lot of fun and
laughter... qualities that many sexually passionate relationships are
missing. You have been together for four years, so it's likely that you
know by now if you're well-suited in terms of interests, values,
energy levels, lifestyles, temperaments, and personalities. Ask
yourself: Does this relationship enhance who I am or
diminish who I am? Do I genuinely like my partner? Do I respect my
partner? Do I even admire my partner? When happily married couples have
been asked to describe their relationships, it's not love or sex that
they mention, but companionship and respect. Think about the qualities
and characteristics that are: (1) essential; (2) reasonably important;
and, (3) luxuries in your ideal relationship. In your situation, ask how
you would feel after ten years of marriage and great sex, but ten years
devoid of laughter, fun, or other shared intimacies.
Loving someone and being happy have more to do with you than the
other person. When the time for commitment draws near, many people's
fears begin to surface and demand attention. Talking with someone
may help. Often an older, wiser friend, family members, or counselors
can help you sort out your feelings.
- Alice
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